My Story, My Song

“I suspect Cillian has something called Hypoplastic Left Heart Syndrome. Basically, he’s missing half of his heart.”

Brynne Bish’s life was mapped out and on track to be happy and successful until a routine 20-week ultrasound delivered life-altering news. It was here the sweet symphony of her life crashed into swells of grief and tragedy. Would her baby live past birth? Could her faith survive the test of suffering by witnessing her child approach death several times? Was God even listening? In the face of fear, questioning, and the unknown, faith burgeoned hope by charging through the darkness, not avoiding it. 

Part story, part devotional, this compelling narrative is for those who question God’s goodness and sovereignty in the midst of suffering and grief. It works for groups or individuals, people of faith and those still searching. Walk in a mother’s shoes as she grapples with her worst nightmare and finds the courage to embrace the richness of a deeper, more joyful song.


“Cillian’s journey ministers to souls going through tragedy. A must-read for those wanting to learn how to hold onto faith during suffering.”

Natalie Grant

8x GRAMMY Nominated Singer/Songwriter

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